Tag: philosophy
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inordinate yearning
i dread being ordinary i dread with the very idea of waking up one day and telling my children that motherhood and a hand to mouth job is all that defines me i don’t want to lose myself in the mindless ordinary, do things for short pleasures and rot to the earth with barely any…
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i have forgotten how vulnerability feels like.
i had 4 slices of bread washed down with half a glass of tap water. it’s 2am, i am not even that hungry but i keep getting that feeling of being something like a quicksand. the more i try to move around, talk with someone or get things done, i am still sinking. you know,…
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story about nothing
i reek of self hatred even after every shower.there’s month old laundry dumped, and cob webs begging to be cleaned for good. that half a can of beer hasn’t been drunk because i bought a new one which still tastes the samebut makes me feel i am less sick now i reek of alcohol and…