Tag: loneliness
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My first love was ‘loneliness’
when people ask me who was my first love, i reply ‘loneliness’ and then there a miserable silence in both of our lips. they usually leave in an awe—quite unaware how someone can actually love something as horrible as loneliness. some think it’s a lie because i regret my first love. i just like to…
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ivory papers
i wrote you letters incase you ever wondered. folded them so neatly inside an ivory envelopeand pressed it to my chest. i was eleven then. i wrote you letters on that slow summer in 2007when you moved away with your mother.i was fourteen with a box full of letters i never sent. then the next…
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Oceans and ache
I think the point where you live the life to its fullest magnificence is when you understand you no longer need validation, glorification or the utmost desire to bring the world under your feet. What great things I used to say when I was younger, what great things I dreamt about and ached to grasp…
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Desolation
my mother walks into the room with a coffee mug in her hand and tells me that i should go out, i should speak more when the guests arrives and i shouldn’t act so miserable. but how am i to convince my mother that i am not the daughter she wanted me to be. how…